In the beginning you could reach me by posting on the board. After the great flood, there was only the Discord and eventually the shitty HTML comment boxes. But now you can send me an email.

I am becoming a Christian -- sort of. Will I have to cast my eye into the well of Mimir? Or will attending mass daily for a year be enough to get closer to where I really believe?

TLDR: Server Side Javascript with no database requirement that acts as a proxy between a client app and another host.

The dream is to be the bridge that makes people from really extreme ideologies realize that they don't need to be so averse to the other way of thinking. Practically though, you're always punished for this in a left-wing space.

My greatest YTMND hits in one place for a limited time, absolutely free.

I started a link directory site! And then promptly lost interest in adding new links to it! Though the source is available and you could add some yourself.

When just one person dies it doesn't always feel just; truthfully it's not. But one day... All will return to nothing and it will be beautiful and earned.

Oy vey, is this some kind of shanda? Why is everyone always picking on the poor little Jews, huh? Goyim, listen, hand over the shekels, support AIPAC, or we'll cancel you faster than a bad bar mitzvah DJ.

Making a website from the bottom where you have full control of all the files, the HTML markup, the CSS style, and any additional things is a different experience from tweaking an existing theme for a website to accomplish what you want to do.

It was cute in the 2000's when punk rock bands would call zealous patriots fascists, but it's not anymore when average people can't tell the difference between national interest and fascism.

The sooner we get rid of these locusts on the far left the sooner we can get back to winning victories, seeing a decline in the far right, and making slow, long-lasting progress again.

an overly emo personal post disguised as a music post

You gonna learn some OpenGL today.

This network of websites and videos is the real meat of this post. Finding links to pages like these are the reason why when you spot a disgusting degenerate getting banned from a random Internet forum, you are obligated to investigate. There is always something to find that makes it worth it.

It's become the Summer of falling out of love with gamedev for me or maybe it's just another temporary round of significant burn out. In this post, I'll show you thoroughly with lots of clips what unfinished thing I built this Summer.

I'm writing this for myself in the future, so that next time I need to update a Django app with a new feature I won't be fumbling as much to remember how to not destroy everything.

In this post I will expose you to cloud rap, teenage hyperpop, drillnb, and the most hilarious fuckboy fail in all of modern underground rap.

The Futhorc was the original writing system for English. Theorized to have derived from the Etruscan alphabet, it was widespread across northern Europe until finally being supplanted by the Latin alphabet sometime around the 13th century. It was typically written on wood, to the frustration of modern archaeologists as only the rare stone or metal inscriptions have survived.

The GOESHARD LINK OF THE DAY is americasdecline.neocities.org

In the early 2000s, there was a race to be the next Stileproject and every noname E/N site was adding cam portals, writing about cam girls, and hoping to strike Internet gold in the process. Who were these misunderstood webmistresses?

I was trying to tell Nobo on AOL Instant Messenger that no Y2k-era E/N site would be complete without shamelessly using camgirls for attention.

Sigh. I should have picked up on it sooner, but I'm talking to a chatbot.

The Nihilist OPSEC Blog was originally published on nowhere.moe | In May of 2025 it went darkweb only and in June of 2025 it went offline. It is being preserved here.

The GOESHARD LINK OF THE DAY is everyone.melonland.net

The GOESHARD LINK OF THE DAY is punp.neocities.org

I am against manifestoes.

Snow deformation is a cool effect where as you walk in snow, it deforms it in a trail along where you walk. There's a handful of different ways this can be done. Here I cover a way using particle effects, an orthogonal camera and a Shader on the deformed surface.

If you're interested in understanding a website's functionality, capturing requests as they exit your browser lets you examine how to effectively interact with the site, as these requests are crafted by developers to elicit successful responses. You can use this insight to create custom requests, which can sometimes yield intriguing results.

A playable feedback request version is available today.

Every time I want to add a Non-Steam Game to my Steam Deck I have to look up all the commands in my history and remember all the exact things I frequently forget to make it happen. This will never happen again.

Basically no one understands it or likes it. In this post I'm going to try to cope but also figure out how I might avoid several pitfalls in the future.

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I couldn't begin to tell you what a modern country song sounds like or who the artists would be. I want to talk about my grandmother's country music.

I'm going to show you how I build and configure my classic game box and we'll look at the scripts I use to get roms onto it. By the end we will have a complete collection of games, thumbnails, screenshots, and database info about every game ever released for multiple classic gaming consoles. Then we'll do some other fun things like organizing a random game picker.

are you ready to uncork the truth?

I'm going to show you how I set object spawn positions in Tiled, export them effortlessly, and load them with Defold.

Code Name: Warriors and Wizards

Available on Windows, Mac, and Linux

A Walkthrough for the Frustrated Render Pipeline Spelunker

Some updates on my game that have made me need a break.

I tried various approaches to managing sounds in Defold and learned what works. Here’s the distilled version.

In some parallel universe where reggaeton, hyperpop, and surreal meme-culture meet, Laurasad is the queen we didn’t know we needed.

Introducing my Game, Fester's Torment

These small projects were just an excuse to break out of the usual web development tasks and experiment with something fun.